More freedom came when I settled my dad's estate and distributed property to my brother. I gave him more than what he wanted because I was tired of carrying my parents’ lives around. It felt like I was carrying the weight of the world on my body, and I was. Living here, I have gained an enormous amount of weight because food was the only reliable, comforting thing in my life.
My sweet dog, Mimi, who was bequeathed to me by my parents, went to dog heaven almost three weeks ago, and that was my last little anchor to vero.
I am on what seems to be the correct combination of antidepressants and I need a crown on my right lower back tooth. And, all of a sudden, I have the itch to shed my past and invest in my future.