This place has a hot tub and pool, and I took a soak before settling in for the evening.
Lately, I feel like i am losing my nerve. The idea of settling down somewhere for a while is really appealling, but i am not sure where. The switchbacks threw me off completely. Back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, until i remembered how car sick i get and how i don't like roller coasters.
I am also feeling really isolated, as i drive through here on my way to Chris and Nancy's house. Maybe it is the sadness and grief pulling me down.
Whatever it is, I feel a little crazy, and not the good kind. In the past few days, there have been times when i have been concerned about my sanity. And the number of homeless people in the northwest has been very disconcerting. At the moment, here is not a lot of difference between me and them.
I am in need of direction, along with more strength and stamina. Made myself a cup of tea and settled into bed, amidst my own quilt and pillows, for some added TLC.