Wow! I can't believe I left Vero eleven months ago. How life has changed! How I have changed! I am more open, more active. I have a life. I have family, friends, confidence, peace, strength. There have been harrowing and depressing moments this year. But I have gotten through them, and i have experienced such joy and love, which is what got me through those dark times. It has all been worth it.
Saw a very small, very expensive apartment in Napa. I am seeing another one on Gordon Street, in Vallejo tomorrow.
I am trying to enjoy the ride and not angst about the uncertainty of everything. It has all worked out beautifully so far.